Changes In Life

I’ve been very busy this May, trying to finally complete my studies. If nothing goes wrong, I can leave my application for the certificate next Monday. It will also be the first day in my new 4-month job.

I am relieved and excited, but the biggest issue in my life isn’t a positive thing like these. I had to say goodbye to my cat Sesse a few days ago. She was with me for 21 years, and it’s really hard to imagine the rest of my life without her. Continue reading

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Borderline Working

It’s been somewhat quiet on the site again. I have had some time to play but still been busy with loads of other stuff too, so I haven’t been able to get much writing done.

I had a summer job for a month, in the city library. The work itself was fun but of course quite exhausting since I haven’t been really working for ages.

Earlier in the spring I also got diagnosed with the borderline personality disorder, which didn’t really surprise me that much. I don’t think I’m the “TV famous case” of a black & white personality that goes ape shit on their closest ones, but I exhibit pretty much every other symptom under the diagnosis. Including the inability to focus on a same thing for a longer while – to finish what has been started. So yeah, I do try, but it can be really hard sometimes to get some of these blog posts done.

Happy New Year

I’m feeling more like playing games again. Well, I never completely stopped, but I didn’t have much time to play, and not that much enthusiasm either. I still managed to play a couple of short games in the end of this year but I’m hoping next one will be better.

For Christmas my brother gave me my Steam wishlist top3  (which was Kentucky Route Zero, Anna’s Quest and Technobabylon) and I’ve had some great games just waiting around already, so I’ll definitely be busy. I also got other free gifts like Read Only Memories and Final(ly) Fantasy XIV. Honestly the last one alone would keep me occupied for the whole year.

I’m struggling with money issues now which has kept me a bit down even though I’ve managed to sort out some other real life troubles quite nicely. But playing games or keeping this blog doesn’t cost me anything, so it’s all about time, motivation and ability now.

For the actual New Year stuff: I’m spending the holiday with my 5 yo son who has chickenpox. But this is actually rather nice – at least so far. Happy New Year for everyone, mine is quite a happy one even if I am having some difficulties.

Love Is Queer

The world needs more music, love and acceptance. I’ve also been spending a lot more time listening to music and watching music videos. And this is one of the reasons why there hasn’t been that many game reviews popping up here lately.

This is my collection of music videos themed around LGBTQ+ people. Starting with a sadder tone of being unaccepted and heading towards courage and love. Continue reading